C. K. Young

Why you raped my best friend I don't know
Just for her looks? Are you really that shallow?
But what you don't know is that I'll hunt you down
I'll torture you and in your own blood you'll drown...
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'First the worst'
They say...
'Second the best'
So cliche...
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The reason I don't smile
Is not what it may seem
And its not because
My teeth don't gleam...
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Sorry, I despise that word
The belief that it can fix anything is just absurd...
I don't want an apology, I want revenge
Forgiveness to you, I will not lend...
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A dark nightmare haunts me to this day
The only colors in it are red, black, and grey
In the middle lays a wooden casket
And a lone light descends upon it
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Painted nail with dyed hair
Yet always misunderstood...
And always taunted more
Than others ever really should...
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Until I met you
My life was pretty much a void...
I never felt happiness
And my emotions always toyed...
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Girl, you broke my heart
Girl, you broke me down
Girl, you were the one
Who turned my life around
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You and me
Are not destined to be
But we can still be friends
Cant we?
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I've been waiting
No one to talk to, but myself
No joy. no happiness
No self-wealth
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It hurt to see you fall for another
It hurt more to watch you fall apart
After he left, gone forever
The sight of it, it breaks my heart
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I know I'm a burden
But I also know your a blessing
Why have I been blessed with you?
I'm still guessing
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Power
Yet no authority
Are all I have as youth
It's reality
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I wish I could just hold you
Hold you in my arms
Because I love your beauty
I love your charm
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It's happening again
I can see it from a mile away
It's happening again
Seems I've lost my way
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You say that you love me
Yet I'm still in doubt
Am I worthy of being loved?
Emotions I cant shut out
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I want to kiss you
But it wouldn't be fair
Cause for months on end
I won't be there
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Its seems
No matter what I do
You wont show your feelings
They dont show true
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Just who am I?
I'm nothing to you
Just the thought alone
Makes my heart go blue
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Down the barrel, down the scope
For you, there is no hope
Your death will be quick
One finger-pull should do the trick
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