Sandra Black

A morbid state of fugue
A miasma of lucid dreams
Awake and yet not level
This night is endless it seems
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Why do I love him so?
I keep away from him
But in my heart I know
Only he can make my heart beat so
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Every morning
Over cups of iced coffee
Or in the tub
They meet hidden
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My heart had turned to stone
It was cold and broken
Down to the last bone
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He must be special
This man I know
Mum seems to love even more
She chats him up
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Prayers for a special someone
Prayers to forever be
Prayers in his heart mind
Prayers for safe to be
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She walks around with a smile on her face
And not one person in the whole wide world
Knows the reason for her quickened pace
The world can see the glow on her skin
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Tie him to the post
Make him your worst roast
Then begin to boast
If that doesn't work
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When this Earthly soujourn is done
My life with you will have only begun
Together we shall soar the universe
Rhyme together in blank verse
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Why did you do it?
You always knew
Deep down
That us will never be
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This is what the end sounds like.
And I feel sorry to have wasted my time
A fraud a liar a cad a tripe
He was but dirty grime
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The warmth, permeates through my pores
Fills me with a tingling feeling in my head
Why this is the hottest place after my bed
Your aroma arouses my senses
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Thank you for not wishing me
I feel ever so blue
With you I'm so pleasured
it's like sniffing glue
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There is laughter through my tears
A smile bringing good cheers
A moment with you
Keeps me floating all day
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You are nobody's possession
You are nobody's fool
I am sorry if sometimes
I seem a bit uncool
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There is a boy who brings
A smile to my face
His smooth voice
His airy grace
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Is he really mine Lord?
I scarce believe it
Is he really truly
Mine for the asking?
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Drifting along the river Nile
Slow rushed and yet gentle strides
Going with the flow
To see where it begins
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He is surrounded by beauty
He is surrounded by brains
My soul doth yearn for him in vain
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My dead soul comes alive
When I speak to you
Each word you speak
Each sound that escapes
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