Thank You For Not Wishing Poem by Sandra Black

Thank you for not wishing me
I feel ever so blue
With you I'm so pleasured
it's like sniffing glue

Thank you for not wishing me
I hate reading fake messages too
Thoughtless kindness
And flow of words too

Everyone else is oblivious
It spells of slow doom
This day brings out
Ever so much gloom

I plaster on a smile
And wake up from you a mile
So close and yet so distant
We are now inhuman mutants

Thanks for not wishing me
I am so grateful to you
You are the one person
Who I can cry my troubles to

Thanks for listening
And being there when it counts
Without you I would be stuck
In this volcanic mount

I am almost free
I just need to break out
The shell has been breached
The inner voice screeched

No more waiting
No more pain
I can easily nirvana attain
Meditation Dancing Painting

I have many avenues to choose
When you left
There wasn't much
Left anyway to loose

I am actually thankful
For those that wish me well
They just make me resolve
No more of this dying in hell