while you were, i wasn't
you were fading away, it didn't bother me
you left, i didn't notice
i noticed but i didn't care
...
Which road should I walk,
if no roads lead to you
which song should i listen to,
if no song resonates with your voice
...
Where are you
the face i couldn't take my eyes off
those piercing eyes that saw through my soul
the tenderness of your touch
...
all my neurons
all the narratives it set
all the biases i had
all of it vanished
...
i found myself thinking about you
about everything we were
everything we could have been
and everything in between
...
Alive In Your Memories
while you were, i wasn't
you were fading away, it didn't bother me
you left, i didn't notice
i noticed but i didn't care
what a dickhead i was, i am
cant comprehend how i left you stranded
when you needed me the most
now in the guilt
i find myself alive
only in your memories i live
how hard it must be to let go
letting go not the only thing you have
but the only thing you want
i live by my fault
haunting me like a nightmare disguised as a daydream
all i am is a lifeless soul floating in a shoreless sea
of guilt and regret
cant find a reason to believe
cant find a reason to hope
coz you're gone
gone too far
far from me