Alive In Your Memories Poem by shra wan

while you were, i wasn't
you were fading away, it didn't bother me
you left, i didn't notice
i noticed but i didn't care

what a dickhead i was, i am
cant comprehend how i left you stranded
when you needed me the most
now in the guilt
i find myself alive
only in your memories i live

how hard it must be to let go
letting go not the only thing you have
but the only thing you want

i live by my fault
haunting me like a nightmare disguised as a daydream

all i am is a lifeless soul floating in a shoreless sea
of guilt and regret

cant find a reason to believe
cant find a reason to hope

coz you're gone
gone too far
far from me