Lost Poem by Brittany N.Smith

Trying to find my way but its getting so hard look down at my arm and see all my scares.The pain seems that it'll never end. I wanna think this is all pretend. But its all real and i dont know if i'll ever get the chance to heal....All pain takes control of this life as I sit here thinking throughout the night. Whats going to come next in these years will it only be pain and a thousand more tears? Will it get better yes tell me will it pass? Or is this my life? Is this all that i've become? All that i'll see? Will anything ever get better for me?