Forget, But Not Forgiven Poem by Sharlene Tolbert

I look at you all and get jealous
I always had to do my own thing, and I don't ask for help when i feel helpless.
You all just make me cry and even more depress.
That's why I don't say nothing and try to be more less.
Then what I am now.
I feel low.
I have feelings that I don; t like to show.
I could laugh and smile,
But after a while,
I start to feel like a depress little child.
I wish I have real sisters and brothers,
I wish I had a real father.
I wish I was a different color.
I'm an outsider and I don't belong.
If I jump off the building you would have said I was wrong.
I bet you wouldn't cry, or even shed a tear for me.
I have to stop living in the past and start living with the new family.
You left a scar in my head thinking that I will never be happy
I have to control my eyes because all I see is you chasing me.
I can forget, but i can forgive you.
You don't deserve second chance to live because you make your own people turn against you.
You don't know how much I hate you,
I bet you don't even have a clue.
I'm done talking, you're not even wroth my time.
You're not even wroth this rhyme.