Blah Poem by Andy Sayasone

Once upon a time I had a reason,
Wake up everyday,
embrace the season.
Wake up smile content hey,
Even better than yesterday.

I'm trying to be the perfect man,
You always wanted,
unspoken demand.
Look into my eyes,
I swear I've held no lies.

Every day every night,
Working to be better fixed,
Pain free but a hand length reaching out of sight.
Tramadol floating able to sleep,
Into the sweet dreams here I leap.

I can dream a made up past,
What I thought was real,
Forever in my arms at last.
Dried mouth lost in the dessert,
Let it last I feel alive provoked hurt.

Reality hits in a sweep of dove,
Feels so different life's changed,
All in the name of tragic love.