İ Loved You Poem by patricia schiavi

I had beautiful dreams that you couldn’t make truth,
I had oranges on my tree,
I had love on my heart,
I had life that you toke away,
I had feelings but today I`m bleeding,
I did love you, but you didn’t let me speak,
I did cry for you but you just laughed,
I did call your name but you were to busy to hear my voice.
I can fell the pain on my heart that tells me we are lost in our word and our feelings is to damaged to be share,
I could see your eyes but I couldn’t fell your pain,
I cleaned the blood from you chest but I didn’t realized that, that blood was because of me,
I had your hands on my body but they didn’t touch my soul,
Ours hearts were on ours hands and we did let then fall down,
We singed our music but we didn’t listened the words,
Our doors were close and we did try to use the walls.
Today all the words are dead and we try to speak our silence.
I saw who you were but I couldn’t show you what was inside of me,
I feel like I`m loosing my life and the pain is destroying me,
I fell the fire burning on my hands,
Is raining outside,
I`m so scare of the tomorrow because I know that you will not be here,
I tried to listen to you but yours words was like stones been throw on my face,
I try to speak with you but my words dead on the stairs,
I love you
But ours heart is drying for something that we cannot give each other,
I love you
But our ways will be forever in blood,
I love you and for that love I will let you go.
Be happy my love,
I always will dream of you,
Just one more tear and the future begins.