Trailer Park Girls Do Go 'Round The Outside Poem by kathryn madonna

not sure where this is going
this is free-hand and i am blowin'
not literally
i am a female
as opposed to a male
but while i am at it
let's talk about mail
now i gotta say sorry to axl rose
'fraid i brought your name up to a pose
who thought she could use axl rose
to turn me into a fool
she was wrong
guess what b.... i am not a tool
like you are
as you drive your unregistered car
without a licence
cause you have f...... too many cops by far
but getting back to you axl
it is ok
i set them straight
stalked i was but not by you
wish it had been you
no just a mere stalker who thinks he can sing
but he just stinks
and blurts it out when he has had a hit
and i do not mean a hit song
i mean a hit from a needle not a bong
this could go on
when all i want to say is sorry
but if it got you publicity
then it was not all in vain
it is ok they did not even know your original name
all a bit of a shame
a year of purple pills is what they have me on
guess it is better than being caught in a coma
but i guess they wanna
do that to me too
and axl i do not want to be just like you
just like me
and true to self
and they are still selling soldiers in human grocery stores
but at least it also helps feed the poor
and those homeless who need to eat
proper food
as opposed to food that looks and tastes like it was first thrown down a loo
truth is i once wrote to you
more than a couple of times and this is true
wanted to tell you
a big thank you
to you and your band
for helping me through a time
that truly tested my mind
and yes if i could teach my hands to see sometimes
i would not act as if blind
but i do get in a bind
cause i have a good heart
and feel empathy for those in a plight
so i only remember good times
and block out the bad
of all the other times they had me had
i am not that sad
just sometimes
when the mental health system collapses
and lapses
into mental abuse
to those they wish to accuse
it gets loose
i shake
i feel like i am going to break
know that really they would like to see me throw myself into a lake
but instead my system melts down and i feel like an earth quake
emotions i want to express
but i think when i talk to them less is probably best
and this is all for now
i will apologise some more somehow

(c) Kathryn Madonna
9/3/2009