Thunderstorms Poem by Amethyst Lixie

Thunderstorms
The best scenery to look at
It's chaotic but that chaos gives me a sense of comfort
When the wind makes the trees dance I literally go numb
I look up into the dark sky it's sad but its so familiar
I can't think I cant do anything but feel
I feel like time has stopped and finally it's just me
But then I come to and it makes me sad
Because I know that this...this feeling, it can't be forever. I want it to be forever because when I'm in that wrinkle in time I'm at peace with myself
I'm actually okay
I'm there, in that moment
All my senses dimmed but that sense of feeling heightened
When I'm there in the middle of it all staring at that beautiful chaos
I can proudly shed a tear and say...finally.