This Love For You Poem by Angel Gibbs

The words to explain this love is very few
We've come this far it's like I have no clue
of the things we did, things we said
Not only do I love you but I also aint been through this much (ish)
with no one else but you.
The tears I shed, the pains in my head I can't say that those are things I'll ever erase but to tell it to you,
I never met the few that would deal with me and stay with me like you do.
Even though you may not fully understand me you stick around to see if there's more for you and me.
We didn't plan to be a long term deal but after a while we were sealed to the idea of a WE
and more of the lovely dovey things that you never would've agreed with before we met.
I know sometimes I can be a (itch) but I can honestly say I will love you forever in a day.
I need to clear my head and the fact that we're not together kills me more than a bullet to the head...
I need to catch myself. I know I'm your heart, you have mine fully but I can't give you more at this very moment.
You are my first love and I want you to be my last but the past is what I cannot change so I choose to push you away, which is never the best thing.
Please never doubt that my heart beats for you, I truly believe I'm hurting you because I love you...