Tant Pis! Poem by Julia Luber

Through this poem, what is it that I am trying to explain?
That something is making me feel so insane….That I want
it to grow misty and rain…..That something is reawakening
only agony and pain…..excruciating, humiliating, antagonizing.

Why is it that I want to explain? Is it only to consider that my
irritation and suffering have not been in vein? That from my
emotions, there is something to gain? I am searching for some
value to what it is that's on my mind, crossing my time.

It is only through fiction I feel set free from what is slowly
killing and always bothering me. Tant pis…tang pis…tang pis.