Sometimes Poem by Karin Elizabeth Martin

Sometimes I wonder
I sit here
I think
Sometimes I daydream
I lay there
don't a blink
I wonder
where are you
since you've gone away
I always remember
you told me you'd stay
I wonder if you saw
me lonely
remained...
But sometimes when I think
of words that seem right
I realize that you were
always out of my sight
For when you were here
I sometimes would feel
more alone and forgotten
that what is now real
So where ever you are now
free and released
I sit here and tug
on this long long long leash
Of habits and mantras
that I always thought
would keep you
right by me
always in my heart
Sometimes I wonder
if why I still think
that you should be by me
without me
I think