Purgatorio Poem by Louis Gasson

there i lay on a cold floor thinking of ways of reaching towards a path to be with you. believed that i'd seek peace within your thought but i was proven wrong. i would had crossed the seven stages of heaven just to be at peace with an angel yet it end hitherto. much of my emotions and thoughts of you vanished erelong. thought you would be the one who'd i'd pass eternity with, my salvation from eternal doom. now with a warm heart all my heat begins to fade away as i depart.as i open my eyes i realise that i must learn to reside with this gloom. used to believe you were the best one to fit my puzzle, the one who could've been my counterpart. yet my heart will never stop beating and the same warmth that has begun to vanish shall bloom again. i shall never forget the idea that you brought to my life. as one day i used to believe in you now it's just vain. i shall meet you again with no remorse nor emotions towards you in my afterlife. at the end it's all a grim reminder of what you meant to me. it's all my place of peace where i desire to be