Please Poem by Naomi Waters

I want to know why they take glee from my pain
The Freaks obliterate the smallest things I cherish
Turning them into weapons
Tools to hurt me
Ensuring my love is completely gone
I am expected to follow my restrictions perfectly
I listen when told to worhship
They know I wont resist
I have nothing left to fight for
My punishments have inspired a twisted loyalty
Im done
I have reached the end of my rope
I am not permitted to feel anything
The time has come for me to give in
I have no choice or free will
They own me afterall
I deserve this
If I didn't I wouldn't be here
Please give me a little hope
Tell me there's a reason I should live
Save me