My Eyes Poem by The runner who hides

Through my eyes 9-15-08
I see hurt and pain
The tears fall and sometimes I can’t stop
Overwhelming hurt
Overwhelming greif
Anger and hate
And I can’t sleep

I miss you
Like I never thought I would
I want to hug you again
I want to wipe your tears
I wanna be there and never let go

I want to cry and know why I’m crying
I want to die and know why I’m dying
I’m dying on the inside and taking it out on everyone around me

I can’t breathe right
Or eat without pain
Thoughts clouded
With the thought of you
I want you back
I want to take the time to say I love you instead of I hate you
I want to be alive and I want it all to end
Breathing even when it hurts
F@ck the world and it’s torture called death
Ruining lives while ending others

Why are there no good-byes
I didn’t get to say good-bye
Good-byes should always be said

Anti-depressents on the way
Help is finally here
Mood stabilized
I can breathe again