My Drug Poem by Jessica Anonymous

You are my drug
you run through me
I say that we're in love
but you always disagree

I want you to love me
but all you see
Is a toy in your bed
Instead of Me

when you said you hated me
and told me to leave
I heard my heart break
and i clutched at your sleeve

'Please say your joking.
And you really love me.'
but those words were not said
so I stood up to flee

I thought he loved me
I thought that he cared
but it was all a lie
my heart was not spared

once, I stood on the edge
an inch from falling
I was about to jump
when i hear someone calling

I turn around to see
my best friend....
I couldnt let him watch
the end of a life....of me

I said i was fine
I faked a small smile
he kept me alive
for a little while

he saved my life once
but never again
I must do this now
I can not pretend

Im back at the edge
an inch from falling
and finally this time
I hear no one calling

I take a deep breath
the rocks are all i see
as i fall over the edge
one last word, i breathe

'goodbye' I say
as the rocks get closer
good bye to you
my drug.....my lover