Lost Poem by zheung kyuhkoh

i never thought that he'll do these all to me
yet it is now crystal clear
all this lies, all the hurtin'
all of it was already over.

yes iam so afraid
but i know this is for my own good
everything happens for a reason
and i dont know yet why did all of these happened to me

i just wanted the truth, i just wanted him to be true to me
he let me in into his life.he let me reflect into his soul
thats why i never thought that he'll do these to me at all.

so alone, got no one but my own, im loosing myself
im feeling so lost. but wish i can go through these all
im begging to myself. im begging myself to keep on moving forward
im begging myself to let go...
im feeling so lost...