I Don'T Want You Always Here Poem by cynthia Routen

I thought you would be there
I believed you would be the one to listen
I can't be the only one to care
I won't be the one whose tears glisten
I don't want to be without you
I don't want to live in fear
I don't know what to do
I don't want to always need you here
I thought it was love at first sight
I believed you would be there to hold my hand
I can't live when everyday is a fight
I won't let you be the reason i can't stand
I don't want to need you
I don't want to live in fear
I don't want to not know what to do
I don't want to always need you here
I thought I was strong
I believed you would love me
I can't believe I was so wrong
I won't let you choose who I'll be
I don't want you
I don't want to live in fear
I don't need you to tell me what to do
I don't need you always here
I thought I had escaped your cell
I believed you wanted me to die
I can't go back to that hell
I won't let you be the reason I cry
I don't see you
I don't live in fear
I don't worry about what to do
I don't want you always here