For The Win Poem by J M

So tell me, that I'm not all alone.
And everything's alright.
Tell me, I just wanna go home.
I'm feeling so alone tonight.
Please tell me that you're joking with your twisted sense of humor.
I don't find it funny.
I should've acted sooner.
Why was I too blind to see,
everything laid out for me?
How did I miss it?
Where was it hidden?
How did I convince myself that I was innocent?
The person I've become,
doesn't recognize the person that I was.
Pull the blackout curtains aside.
TOO BRIGHT!
Slide em back!
At least I tried. Right?
LIES!
Rip the rod off the wall!
It's time I give it my all!
Pick myself up when I fall!
Before I can walk I must crawl!
Shake the discomfort from the skin that I'm in.
I'm racing my mind and I'm gonna win!