Empty And Broken Hearted Poem by Crystal Midnight

You'll always be in my heart,
From now to eternity.
My thoughts will be on you.
Ever since I left I felt empty,
Something was missing.
My body doesn't feel the same,
Pieces of me are gone,
That will never return again.
The tears I cry will only ripple within your name.
I'm like a vase,
Without water or love.
I miss the days that went by,
And the days that will never be once more.

Without you is like being on a drained out subway train,
Wanting to stay on but wanting off at the same time.
Or a scary rollercoaster wanting to get on but last time,
You thought it nearly killed you so you want to,
Stay away and yet if that one person asked you you'd ride it again.

Sitting here wondering if your breathing or not,
Is like the echoing in my brain between the two canon walls,
Just becoming more and more of a fade in the wind,
That fills the space that holds nothing.

My heart was once crammed to the top and,
Pouring out to others.
I held it so high once,
Then April 11 came along.
In that team of seconds,
My heart went from high up in the air,
Felling my hole entire body with love to,
Dragging on the ground bleeding and in pain,
Bare drained traumatized and unfilled with lov