Death Of An Addict Poem by Bryan ...

I woke up as normal today,
I looked outside and sighed
I walked around my home as if it were new,
Its silent and cold, especially this time.
.
I took a walk outside and saw a dog
Its golden fur shined
Its light passed through my eyes
It seemed as if I were invisible.

I entered my favorite cafe,
It was never this vacant before,
I felt as if the waiter appeared to ignore me,

I left right through the front door.

I walked along the sidewalk
I smelled the scent of car gas spilling on the streets
I glided my fingers through the air to feel the breeze

I felt nothing, just defeat.

I can't explain what it was that day that made me so blind.


I entered my house again
I was exhausted, everything seemed numb,
I headed to my room to lay down, down on the sheets I don't remember sleeping on,
I felt the most dreadful, spine-hacking feeling,

May God forgive me for what I've done

Ive left my earthly vessel behind,
I barely remember what I have done last night.

May God forgive me, for I've made a mistake

I never knew I would feel such guilt,
I couldn't comprehend what was at stake

May God forgive me, I wouldn't have done it

If God would've had a better path for me
I wouldn't commit something so unfit,

May God forgive
The pills seemed to call out to me
I just wanted to feel something
Even for a bit.