Better Or Worse Poem by Broken Angel

Am i better off?
Could this be good for me?
that my friend is gone,
maybe this will help me,
maybe i'll be able to work more on myself, then on others,
or will this haunt me forever? ,
that i'll hurt and can't go on without my friend,
who will be there for me or care and love me,
I feel that i've lost everything,
but maybe i just lost myself,
People keep telling me to believe and keep my hope,
but all i keep thinking is the total opposite,
No believing or hope,
and no faith,
I just feel lost without you.
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written: 10/3/05