Jazmine Staples

the way he makes me feel
mmmm....everytime he enters the room
my heart starts to beat faster my hands get sweat and
i start to stare
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Suicide is on my mind all the time
how can I get rid of of it
no one can help me now not even god
Im unsaveable
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Im stepping out of the dark and in to the light
so u can see wat u've done to me

u will see tears of blood and
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I sit in front of the mirror
and look deeply
into my eyes searching
for my soul I look and look
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Here I go............ Im fading.........
...fading in to nothing............ Im invible now....
......now all u hear is my whispher.........
...whisphering u should have listen.....
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first Im gonna tide him up in his sleep
then Im gonna dragging him to an old house
then I gonna toilette him
make him feel the pain that he made
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suicide will always be a part of me
no matter how hard I right to forget that part in time
thier is always a little vioce in the back of my mind
saying' u should me dead'
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Here I go....Im fading.....fading in to nothing.....
.......now..... Im invible.........now all u here is my whispher...
......whisphering u should have done better.........
......now........now Im gone..........
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silver rain and a
bright light moon
tonight Im here
wit u in ur arms
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I am numb
cuz my baby might now love me
right now he could be in another girls arms
and he dosent kno how much i need him
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I wonder
wat was going thru this mind
when he was in front of that camera
I wonder
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that one poem
that all it took
to break my heart again
I kno it old but to me
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yea Im killing myself slowly right
in front or all of ur eyes u r just
to blind to see
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3 weeks w/o you now
no crying
not for me anymore
i dont know how to compare
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I am sorry to say that
Im still not over you.
my heart still aches for your touch, your voice.
you have a hold on me like no other
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A day of sorrow,
a day of pain,
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I give u my
mind, heart, and soul
but wat do i get
in return
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stab me, hit me, slap me
come on just murder me
like u have no feeling
plz end my pain
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black is the color of my heart
black is the color of my soul
its the color of the blood that runs thr my veins
And the color of lies and bretray
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scuoffan me
until there is nolight
cuz my wrist
cut my throat
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