erin ford

Its not his name but its what we call him.
You think we would feel bad, but he made us so mad.
But you should know our tale of woe.
And he, my friends, is the star of our show.
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My colorless utopia, where color doesn't matter.
My colorless utopia, where racsim doesn't exsist.
My colorless utopia, where love and happiness prospers.
My colorless utopia, where the proud brave live.
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Well atleast I know how you really feel, cause now I can move on in life without regrets about the feeling of your false love. And now that I know who you are I can help my self get over my love for you to get on with my life. Now that I know we are through I can get out there again and back to my friends and be my self again.

In case you forgot we broke up and I dont love you anymore. So please quit calling me.
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The lightning bugs and sticky kisses and hugs.
Having fun in the summer sun.
The pretty flowers and the rain showers.
The scary spiders and cold apple cider.
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The days of our past were such a blast.
We always had fun until there was no more sun.
And then we would brew in the light of the moon.
But as the years flew on by we spent very little time together and you were no longer mine forever.
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Dear Boy,

I've been gone for awhile now yet you still try to talk to me. You think that I love you like you 'loved' me and I do. But you hurt me so bad that I just cant trust you anymore. How do I know you'll stay true to me? I thought that you were different then all the other guys. But it turns out that boys are all the same. You are just another guy that wants to be seen with a 'pretty' girl in front of his friends and the public. To bad I wasn't pretty but you always said I was. To bad that I believed you when I knew that it was true. And they were in the dark of how you really treated me. Because if they ever saw the darkness in your eyes they would see your true face. Now I write to you to tell you good bye forever. Im leaving to heal the scars dealt by you to my heart.
Without love
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Do you think he should know that i think he is kool?
Do you think he should know that i think he is rules?
Do you think he should know that i think he is the best?
Do you think he should know that i think he is above all the rest?
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You sure can talk.
First you said you like me,
then you call me wifey,
but then you took my life from me.
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I hate new york and the people who are in it.
Its has taken the only thing that matters to me.
And it has torn us apart.
Its becuase new york that you were wisked away.
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Were in a depression.
We all progress into the hole, of our nations unfair toll.
If we have high goals we are pushed to the limit, only to find that we cant reach it.
We spend a life time to build ourself up, and come too see that what we do only did good for the one who built it.
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You just had to do it.
You just had to leave town.
And leave me here, my worst fear.
You always said we would stick together forever.
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I just cant explain it.What was it that made me love you so?
Was it your eyes? That were as bright as the moon.
Was it your lips? They were true bliss.
Or was it your touch that I loved so much?
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Why oh why did you have to die?
And leave me here alone to cry.
Was it your age?
Was it your rage?
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