Chel sea

A burning sensation starting at my feet, running to my heart
I've never felt something like this before
All we had, is it all torn apart?
All becuase of one mishap, my heart strings are torn
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I've learned that..
hearts may break,
hearts may ache
but He can fix all what's come undone
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The first cut, oh no look how deep
The blood now is starting to seep
Taking the edge off from the pain I feel
It's actually making my pain real
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It coudlve been so different
If you didnt walk out
It could've been so perfect
If you knew what i was all about
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What will I think when i see you
Will those feelings start to flood my mind
Or will I be happy that I left you behind
There's something familiar
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You said that I could leave
And that you would understand if I would go
But just because things get tough, doesnt mean I'll leave, doncha know?
I care for you so much and I hate to see you down and out
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She weeps in the night
Tears are falling on the floor
She doesnt feel right
She wants things like before
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You're taking more control over my life now
Which of course i didnt think was possible at all
You think of the worse ways somehow
To take it and push me up against the wall
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looking in the reflection
staring back me
are scars of who i used to be
a tear should fall
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Ready to move on from the nest
I can't believe it's time for me to graduate
I wont be stopping now, 'cause there's no time for rest
Looking forward now and I just cant wait
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Standing here, wondering what happened to all we had
I can no longer keep harboring over the past
That even though you made things go from good to bad
I still will always have you in my heart, a piece that will last
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You’re captivating me with all that you do

Just like a sun rise you brighten my day
Like the rain you cool me down
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I can see the pain in your eyes
I can feel all of your new scars
I can hear your dolorious cries
I can taste your salty tears
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Define Pain

How it makes one somehow feel numb when everything is painful
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I put a smile on the outside
'Cause I'm hurting on the inside
I say I'm fine but that's not the truth
I keep swallowing my pain
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Crashing in the field of disaster
All hits the fan
There´s not such thing as ¨Happlit ever after¨
Even though we all want to believe and understand
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I'm fed up with you
I'm to the point where I can't stand you
Everything you do makes me want to puke
Soon I'll be finally through
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A little girl hiding under the table
Trying to get away from the beating
But before she knows it, he rips the cable
And beats her until she starts bleeding
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I've lost me again
Where did I go
Few days this is how it's been
What happened I need to know
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No one knows me name
Oh it's a shame
Just get to know me
Wont be a waste, you'll see
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