Athena Plante Little Bit Lost

My thoughts are lost in reverie,
And my darkest desires I now find.
I dream of a redamancy,
which only exists inside my mind.
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We could have conquered the world together,
And been just like Bonnie and Clyde.
We would have made a perfect couple,
If you had only tried.
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They were only two complete strangers,
waiting in line to get on the ride.
Until life chose that once they got on,
they would be seated side by side.
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Welcome to my house of horror.
I built it on my hell haunted Hill.
It was built from parts of my body,
and my spirit the world chose to kill.
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You made me who I was.
Without you, I don't who to be.
You were the match to strike my flame,
you alone lit that fire in me.
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The seconds they turn to minutes.
One more step forward in time.
One less second left on this earth,
and the clock's hands continue to wind.
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I'm afraid of ever dating again,
I'm afraid to try make new friends.
Because I'm scared to death of ever
getting close to someone again.
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To me friendship means,
I will always be by your side.
I accept you just the way you are.
There's nothing that you need to hide.
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The world's been spinning and spinning,
since the very beginning.
I never get anywhere, as you know.
Always running in circles,
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I'm sorry for the pain you suffered,
you kept hidden behind your smile.
No one knows how long you hurt,
but it must have been quite a while.
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I dated a vampire, a dark lord and a zombie.
I dated a werewolf, an ogre and a politician too.
Yes, I dated every one of those monsters.
That lived inside of you.
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I may walk upon the Earth no more.
You may not be able to see my face.
But we are bound together with a bond
that can't be broken by time or space.
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I'm really good at making bad decisions.
And life brick wall constant collisions.
I'm good at screw ups and making mistakes.
I'm good at finding friends that are fake.
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I want to get far away from home.
But leave myself behind.
I'm a freaking pain in the ass.
I get on my nerves all the time.
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If I didn't have the pain I'd have nothing.
Nothing to prove that I'm still alive.
The day I finally no longer feel that pain,
Will be the day that I know that I died.
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