Amanda Deupree

She looked around then hit the ground
She cried for him once more
Her life had shattered with the glass
When it broke upon the floor
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The kiss that lingered on my lips
The lust that held me in its grips
The moments that fleetingly passed
A dream that has been un-masked
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I'm sinking down into you
Trapped inside feeling blue
Sinking into your obis
Needing you and this sweet bliss
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I thought I'd been broken
I thought I knew pain
Words easy spoken
Before I went insane
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my world is inside out and upside down
I feel I have lost my mind
all of the torturious pain inside
is only my love refined
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The brown eyed creature of charm and despair
Has attackingly seduced me
Viciously spewing venom of desire
I think I trusted his sympathy
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Painted toes caress
cold water
Shattered reflection
My mother's daughter
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We're just friends
That's what we say
But we're both liars
In every way
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I lie awake and cry
Tears you'll never see
You deserve so much better
So I give the best of me
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There's a darkened and abandoned place
Deep inside her soul
It's a hidden and a sacred face
In her heart's black hole
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Is this jealousy or something more?
Is this meant to be or just a chore?
Why is it I let you in,
knowing you'd do this again?
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I'll never be what they are
I'll never be a shining star
I burn to dim for you to see
My fire rages internally
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Floods of tears roll down her cheeks
like a faucet
trapped inside it has been weeks
she's lost it
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when mournful cries of misery
bring hardships to your door
look it straight in the eyes
and say I cry for you no more
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Seconds, Minutes, Hours
ticking in my ear
Bells ringing, and bells chiming
Running out of time is my only fear
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In your absence I'll hold a pillow
I'll fill your silence with music
I'll allow the memories to be good
I won't think the worst
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Suddenly I don't know what to say or what to do.
I'm spending far too much time in a dream.
Too much time just thinking of you,
and since when did you know
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What would it take
To break me from his green eyes
is there something addictive
something hidden behind his lies
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The hardest thing I've had to do
is admit to loving you.
The hardest thing I've had to say
is goodbye and walk away.
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Looking to the sky for answers never found
Holding a dream to fly while rooted to the ground
My heart lies in the garden of tomorrow
My soul stuck in today's sorrow
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