What If I Told You Poem by G George

What if I told you

  Everything I was afraid of,
   Is happening and a way out I can't find

      In a dungeon, helpless and  hope I hang on
        Love for new  and peace in this chaos I crave
          Insufficiency a knife piercing through my
             Instestines, yet giving up I can't, mercy I beg


              Moments, envisioned, outcome so sore
                 Indifferent me I yearn for, and I
                  Lost  in my head, life I live not, pain,
                    A norm now habitual, in it not much    
                       My reservoir of thoughts dry,
                          Tearful my heart seems
                        
                             And  a prayer I make, a request I present
                                Save me, put of my misery I can,
                                  Uncertainty has served me right
                                     This red pill I hold
                                       In it I'm free

                                        @ggeorge