Want Him Back Poem by Nautica Moxley

Real,
That's what I feel you are,
Mine,
That's what I wish you could be,
Kind,
Without a doubt a true sweetheart,
Gentle,
The way you are with me,
But,
There's a twist with you,
It's like at one point you were all about me,
Late night phone calls,
Texting all day,
Talking about any and everything,
Then,
I gave you everything,
Was that a mistake?
Did I mistakenly think you cared about me?
Was it foolish of me to think that you were different?
I'm not a 'normal' chick,
I don't give half of what I'm feeling,
I give it all,
I'm not the type to love and leave ‘em,
Not even the type to try to deceive ‘em,
I am real,
I would tell you how I feel,
But what if you don't feel the same?
I'll feel ashamed,
An unbearable pain,
Because I held out for so long,
And then just gave it away,
But I hoped you were different,
I hoped you were true,
Thought the person I was starting know,
Was the you I knew,
I want him back,
I want him to stay,
Because the boy I knew,
Is not here today,
I liked him,
I enjoyed his day to day,
I loved him,
Why‘d you take him away?