Time Machine Poem by Zubaida Boland

Wishing life would be a time machine
I would have changed my mind
I wouldn't have come here
I thought I was stronger than this
Now I'm broken
And I don't know
If I can be fixed
Shattered glass cannot be reshaped
If so, it would never be the same
You let me down,
How can I rise up again?
I was never moderate and now I regret
Because my emotions have come to an end
I feel dead
The sun stopped shining
My Sky has darkened
Clouds started to form
And rain began to fall
Mind got emptied of words
Life got emptied cof hope
How can I survive?
When hope was my only guard boat