Realize What I Want Poem by Nautica Moxley

I don't know what to do,
I try with words,
I try with actions,
Emotions too,

I just don't what to do,
It seems like no matter what I do,
It never gets to you,

Like you don't know,
What I have been trying so very hard to express to you,
Should I scream it?

But if I do that will it even sink in?
Will you understand the oh so simple message I have been trying to get through your head?
And even if you understand finally,
Will you respond?

Maybe I should stop,
Maybe it pointless,
Maybe you'll never understand,

These feelings,
These emotions,
And these things I have been showing,
Are real,

So very very real,
I just want you to see,
I want you to recognize,
What I have been screaming to you,
Through every little thing I do,

When I smile,
I'm smiling because when I'm around you,
That's really all I wanna do,

When we hug and I hold you a little longer,
I'm holding you longer because I don't want you to go,
I want you to stay and hold me forever,

When we laugh,
It brings me a joy that is beyond explanation,
I want to laugh with you forever,

When we kiss,
I get this untamable sensation,
That I have never experienced,
One that I have never felt pressing my lips against another's,

And when you look at me,
I overflow with emotions,
With feelings,
With thoughts,
Just with everything,

I don't quiet know what love means in this crazy world anymore,
But I'm glad to say I get pretty close to the old meaning of love when I am with you.