Prayer Nooks Poem by Safiyyah Manjra

I look into these hands,
I look into the mirror studying my plans.

How or when did I become so weak?
Where is the meat?

Please don't take me.
My life is not what you see.

I live for another.
I am a caregiver.

If you take me,
You'll be taking others so please see.

I am begging at your mercy.
Have a little on me.

For these days I wake up feeling like vomiting.
After dinner suffocating.

I cannot understand why I am suffering.
Do I really deserve this feeling?

So have sympathy,
On my tears that cry for you lovingly.

Without you I am nothing,
I beg of you- grant me my everything.

Here are my prayer nooks.