Lost Medallion Poem by julius lenjatin

Years have come and gone since you left me in tears.
I am surrounded by loneliness numbering those years.
My heart has been so much troubled by so many fears.
I am sick and totally weaken by the strong love desires.
Confused, hopeless and badly terrorized by soul fires

I have gone and been to so many places
I have travelled and seen too many faces
Of mankind and of diverse races
But none has ever stack into my mind
For long than the beautiful of your kind

But you left me there standing under the moon
Never knowing if you will be coming any soon
Angry and inflated like a balloon
I turned and headed to my room

I felt a striking piercing pain inside
Then I tried for the bed in pretence to hide
The presence of the many fears
Of losing the one I have loved for many years

But why did you have to go?
Why did you have to close that door?
The door of love that eased my pain
The one I, am back into it again

Why did you start to hide?
From the promises we have tied
From all the efforts we have tried
From the powers of love not easy to avoid

I have loved you in relief and in pain
I have treated you as my most precious life gain
I was there for you in burning sun and in rain
I was always there to have you to contain

I loved you more than I can now reason
I have never cheated on you even a single season
I was in you like one is in a prison
But love has taught me a lesson
That it can also be an illusion
That it is likeness of that precious stone gold
So precious that it is hard to get it and hold
I figured how I will keep on alone
That everything else is now done
Valentine was only two days to come
But I knew I had nothing but to mourn

I curse then the day we met
I live always to regret
I live never to forget
How you tamed me into your pet
But again remembering those moments of pride
When we use to walk side by side
When nothing was but happiness inside
When moon was ours to reside
When race, tribe, color were devoid
When a bicycle was enough for our ride
When cars were ours not to mind
When walking in that one stride
Matching towards that tide
Of peer so wide
Never thinking we will ever slide
Or backslide
Tears start to pour down my cheeks
And my heart laments for weeks

Please leave me not in tears
Leave me not in these fears

I write this in hope in my heart
That you will remember our start
That you will never come to hurt
That our journey will never come to a cut
That we will never be apart
Or you will make me weep
Every time I try to sleep
Something not good for a man
Old enough to have a son

Speak to me before the coming of the sun

Sleep well
And don’t forget am in a cell
You are the only one with the key out of this hell