I Always Return Poem by Laura arwen

I'm always searching
a good method
to not have
a crazy amount
of things
I need more
energy to be
over some books
and some poems
Nobody understands plenty
what I feel
in the extreme
isolation
I fear to
be confined forever
in my home
I feel terrible
on being desperate
I need to
be more strategic
I'm always excited
to shop
I'm not prepared
for sacrifices
I spend too
much time on
writing
I need less
time to think
and write poems
My mind is
always under attack
I don't have
time to relax
I'm unhappy to
be so obsessed
with minimalism
I need seriously
to save money
I'm totally terrified
time for reading
and writing
I lose my
mind and the
knowledge of existing
I have to
change my priorities
I'm always finding
new obsessions