Cultivate Sinful Thoughts Poem by Laura arwen

It's funny dreaming
for eternity
I fear everything
and everyone
I feel suffocated
from people
There's no hope
or possibilities for
me in this
absurd world
I want desperately
to live on
my own
I am intolerant
without a reasonable
doubt
I wait the
occasion to dream
I'm unhappy to
stay without my
insane dreams
I'm quite aware
of being a
lonely and happy
person
I am extremely
sure that I
belong to solitude
When I'm alone
my mind is
a bit anxious
if happens something
terrible
I don't ask
for forgiveness and
for compassion
I need a
healthy understanding
I'm unable to
enjoy life
I can't be
relaxed
I could and
would find a
true purpose for
my future
I need to
accept inside the
loneliness
I'm aware to
can not dare
I'm really happy
only with my
cleaning, reading and
writing routine