Bulimia Poem by Kelvin Rush

Horrible sickly deadly food
You steal my life you're so crass and crude
The thought of you makes me cringe inside
You'll drive me to madness and suicide

My mental health is in need of care
My mind is destructive I'm in total despair
No one understands not even me
I'm a prisoner in hell will I ever be free

The pressure of life consumes my soul
It rules and dictates it loves to control
Every second is a challenge a constant threat
Living with an evil destructive mindset

It's a lonely battle only I can win
Internal bleeding self-hate and sin
The help I receive cannot ease the pain
Release me dear lord before I go insane

Horrible sickly deadly food
My only real friend in my solitude