Bitter Tongue Of Torture Poem by Dawn Lochridge

A man stands in front of A Judge,
Lied so tenderly with thebitter tongue of torture, lies spew from the mouth of torture.
Promised until death do us part.
Only to continue destructive behavior of a mad man.
Once so much love flowed through his veins for a woman he now says he can't stand.
Bitterly he tore her down cutting her deep with a tongue of torture.
She has been loyal, loved hard, has stood by you forgiving the man she fell in love with.
Each time the tongue of torture spewed hate she went further in the shadow to get away.
As each sunrise comes he wakes with a array of out burst of anger with rage, the tongue of torture spews insults, verbally he abuses her through out the day.
Peace doesn't come until he lays to sleep in the unconsummated marital bed, he isn't physically attracted to her so he tells her, impulsive behavior takes over then she ispushed aside like a child's toy.
The torture bestows her everyday, she is lonely and confused as to why he chose her, wonher love, then betray her publicly humiliated by behavior she has witnessed everyday, only to break down, cry as he continuously pulls her- then pushes her awaysimultaneously.She is hurt, confused, stuck in her prison.
She tries to fight back as her strength is fading.
Torn down by the tongue of torture spewing insults of hate, he behaves as a man child engaging with other women behind a message that betrays a man that would love you and care for you, no remorse for the hurt he rains down on the woman he took as his wife.
Each day the tongue of torture is fueled with words of hatred,called out of her name as he awakes earlyto run about acting like the house is his prison, behave in a manner of a man that sees himself as singlecares only about his needs, she needs his affection, yearns for him only to be turned away, cut deeply bleeding her heart out to the man she took as her husband not knowing the behaviorhepartakes in compulsively, not caring how the blood flows from the cuts,her heart breaks, telling her how he hates her then wishes her dead.
She is dying to be loved the way he did before the night he suddenly snapped physically hurting her.
She forgives him just not right away. He tells her lies saying all the right things, she willing believes he will change.
A tongue of torture rages each day only to stop long enough for her to look into eyes of deceit ensuring her to understands he is notgoing anywhere, she will stay.
The marriage is broken, she has to get away.
The tongue of torture knows just what to say when he looks at her in the morning while pushing away. Lonely without intimacy yearning for the love that hurts her and want change, verbally telling her of deceit, flaunting the immature behavior.
The tongue of torture spews lies, hate, verbally letting her know he isn't going to stop.
She begins to stand her ground, he tries to apologize with lieswith a pinch of truth he can't perform actions in which he did to the woman he took as his wife, she learns of his lack of interest in being intimate with her, he has no feelings for how she feels, her needs, lies he told her of why he turned, she is so hurt and takes to the bed unable to eat or sleep.
She lays as he apologizes, he behaves like a physio when she turns him away, not letting the tongue of torture have his way.
The tongue builds and pulsates for days as she puts him out of the bed where she lays.
I love you, I am sorry I don't know why I am this way.She Hurts , cries from heartbreak knowing he is still in touch with many unsavory, nasty and depraved women, passing videos while the tongue of torture tries to hurt her more with sickening details of the life he lives hurting her, a woman he asked with ring in hand to be married only unto him.
The tongue of torture building up disquietinginsults to spewonto her while being the man she fell in love with, the man that knew he couldn't fill the role of a Alpha man, he gets angry as she explains to him enough, enough I will let you go to live the life behind the video's, chats, yourinability tohave a normal relationship face to face with a woman.
The tongue of torture has come to realize his wife has let him go, she is planning for her future alone, felling more insecure as she faces life alone now unable herself to have a intimate relationship.
The tongue of torture doesn't show any feelings or hold back as she tells him how he hurt her, the tongue cuts one last time only to say she irritates him with just speaking to him. He goes further with the fatal cut to say I don't feel like you, I don't let anyone hurt me, I don't have feelings of a married man I can do as I want, you will live with it and accept it, prison made me the way I am. He chose his path to prison.
The tongue of torture still thinks he controls her and she spoke up to say I will probably cheat on you with another man just to have conversation and company that does't want to hurt me, he responds with - No you want!
As a woman in love with a a man and changed in a blink of the light, that hasn't been intimate with her or cared if she hurt from the pain and loneliness, the Tongue of torture can hide and be a decent conversation , be careful you never know when he can't fight the urge and blurts outvulgar insults, when the urge hits him to partake in nasty behavior, he works at feeling special from attention from desperate women, he want seek it with his wife, he want invest in building a future with the woman he took until death do you part, he has invested in ways to do compulsive behavior , destructive things that his wife doesn't deserve, she has been there for him even torturing herbecause he could act as if they were in prison, she has lived in a prison with a man she loved so dearly and held him down, had his back, only to a death sentence she will serve alone, scared, insecure.