A Search For A Kind Heart Poem by Miiya Skky

Happiness is something most have longed for, something that cannot be found as easy as it may seem. Our dreams have us feeling like anything can be possible, but our hearts show the fear of rejection (basic human feeling if said)
I often look into my past and wonder why? Why is my heart submitted to such sadness, to be casted aside like it was deemed unworthy? ?
I cant even wake up anymore, everything seems unreal in my life. Pictures, memories, the feeling of a touch, its all just an image left for someone to find, Like a message in a bottle that was found brushing against the darkest shore..
All I ever wanted In life was a childish wish of a happily ever after. I give my heart, myself and all only to be tossed into the abyss of someone's undesirables.
Tormented by the memories I thought were so real, a tempted wish that burned a hole through my life..
As the pieces of my life fall to the ground, I would kneel down to pick them up one by one in hopes of an open palm with a simple gesture of a kind heart.
Its a simple thought you may once or twice have thought to yourself.. Its like a dream left unfinished, exsitance no longer matters..