In the blink of an eye you were gone
Too many obstacles to overcome
So many issues from women in your past
Sadly we were destined never to last
...
No proper closure
No proper goodbye
No final embrace
No farewell kiss
...
Her golden heart weeps
The depths of despair
Feeling so lonely
He is not near
...
Scattered is my energy today
Plans to tackle tasks abandoned
Thoughts turning to dreams
Of what could be
...
Too strong a bond
To let it go
Realising and accepting
Our differing flaws
...
All alone and unhappy?
Then suck it up buttercup
The more you feel ignored
And unwanted
...
Wonderful things are coming to me
New social circles and romance are favoured
I'm gonna relax and let it all happen
Let my hair down
...
If we had another chance
Could we make it work
Would we put each other's needs
Before our very own?
...
I read a poem
Entitled
" I am your baby mum "
Which has deeply touched me
...
Say what you mean
Mean what you say
Do not mince your words
Speak the truth
...
Within a few hours of us splitting up
He arranged a date with a new love
He swore he loved me this cannot be true
Such shallow words ring in my ears
...
You constantly criticise
Putting me down
Not a good word to say
Think badly of me
...
Driven to distraction
So many quirky ways
Steadfast in his routine
Set in his ways
...
Insults abundant
They roll off your tongue
Used to them now
Roll off me like the water on a ducks back
...
Dispel all self doubt
It's time to shine
Adorn bright colours
Do anything dramatic
...
Not here for acclaim I am merely here to express my emotions when life experiences and situations trouble me! Writing how I feel at these times seems to help me make sense of all the needless drama, hurt and confusion that crosses my path... However I admit that I do not always understand or see the bigger picture of what confuses me doh! ! ! Maybe in time I will read back all I have written and then my innermost thoughts and feelings of past times will become clear? I do hope so hahahahhh)
In The Blink Of An Eye
In the blink of an eye you were gone
Too many obstacles to overcome
So many issues from women in your past
Sadly we were destined never to last
Understanding, compassion totally lost
Unwilling to be strong
Leaving the baggage from the past behind
Was the only way we could have survived
Holding on to old memories will prevent wonderful new memories being made
No matter how valuable the possession it will never replace the value of a good soul
Confusion is created by the wrong choices made by others