Shastina McElmurry

She is living her life black and blue.
After all drinking and drugs she asks god what to do.
One night she decides to pack up and go.
She sneeks out the window to what place she dont know.
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my baby is in heaven above.
i knew god will give him lots of love.
god took my baby from me.
i cried a deep blue sea.
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Look how close we have grown together.
You know what they say homegirls forver.
Im down for you and your down for me.
Our friend ship is like the deep blue sea.
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I hate you because you dont understand.
You dont even try to give me a helping hand.
I have stumbled down and cant get back to my feet.
I hate you because its me you beat.
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I here them calling my name encouraging me to lie.
I just plug my ears and begin to cry.
The demons scream in agony and cry in pain.
They never stop because satan feels no shame.
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As they walk with guns in their hands.
For america they will always stand.
They tell there family not to cry.
But they think will i die.
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Why do drugs make you feel so weird.
You try to hide the shame but you cant beacuse on your face the drugs are smeard.
As you are sitting in your room you begin to think.
Inside your body your heart starts to sink.
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Put this gun to my head
Pull the trigger then im dead
Waken up from this dream
Fighting this pain listen to me scream.
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Look at her through her bloodshot eyes.
Not because she is high but because she crys.
Her heart is broke and laying on the floor.
Her head says no but her heart crys for more.
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I think of you every day.
I love you thats all i can say.
Without you my hearts incomplete.
With out you my heart would'nt beat.
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If you were a true frien you would always be there.
If you were a true friend you would always care.
If you were a true friend we would never fight.
If you were a true friend you would always bring light.
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Living today ready for tomarrow!
The feelings of life love not sarrow!
Living life one step at a time!
Giving a smile is not a crime!
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This is for all the promises you have broke,
This is for making my life look like a joke.
This is for leaving me all alone.
All i can say is that my heart is stone.
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The demon inside of me is broken.
My words are totally unspoken.
He makes me hurt anyone or anything I see.
Im surprised he hasn't killing me.
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I love you stranger frommy dream.
I dont know who you are but you make me laugh and scream.
Im afraid of you but love you.
We dont know each other but im ur dream girl to,
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Being you little girl means so much.
You bring life to everything you touch.
I will always be your lil girl.
To our song i will always twril.
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Her heart is broke because of him.
Loving him was a sin.
He promised her a good life.
But he turned around with a knife.
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My heart feels like it was just crushed by one million pounds.
My life is a bunch of screaming demons well that’s how it sounds.
My body trembles in the cold.
For his hand I can never hold.
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She walks in the night alone and scared.
The dark awaits her no one cared.
Where will she go after this walk through hell.
She is silent not a yell.
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I went home with guilt in my eyes.
With alcohol on my breath my mom starts to cry.
She knows that i will end up just like him.
In trouble with the law hanging on by a stem.
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