The Pain Of My Life Poem by Siawash Rustami,,

Alone siawash sit,
Alone siawash think,
Alone I experience,
Alone siawash cry,
Alone siawash reach for the knife,
Alone siawash cut,
Alone siawash watch the blood,
Alone siawash feel the pain.


Alone siawash sit,
Alone siawash think about cutting deeper,
Alone I experience my sadness,
Alone I cry my eyes out,
Alone siawash reach for the knife,
Alone I cut my wrists just a tiny bit deeper,
Alone siawash feel the pain.

Alone siawash sit,
Alone siawash think about slicing pictures,
Alone I experience my emptiness,
Alone siawash cry for all I've lost,
Alone siawash reach for the knife,
Alone I cut nice drawings for all of those who want to watch,
Alone siawash feel the pain.

Alone siawash sit,
Alone I think about finishing it all,
Alone I experience a new kind of numb feeling take over me,
Alone siawash cry for all that's been and never will be again,
Alone siawash reach for the knife,
Alone I cut through the vein,
Alone I no longer feel the pain., , , , , , , , , , , , , siawash