Shastina McElmurry Poems

She is living her life black and blue.
After all drinking and drugs she asks god what to do.
One night she decides to pack up and go.
She sneeks out the window to what place she dont know.
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my baby is in heaven above.
i knew god will give him lots of love.
god took my baby from me.
i cried a deep blue sea.
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Look how close we have grown together.
You know what they say homegirls forver.
Im down for you and your down for me.
Our friend ship is like the deep blue sea.
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I hate you because you dont understand.
You dont even try to give me a helping hand.
I have stumbled down and cant get back to my feet.
I hate you because its me you beat.
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I here them calling my name encouraging me to lie.
I just plug my ears and begin to cry.
The demons scream in agony and cry in pain.
They never stop because satan feels no shame.
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As they walk with guns in their hands.
For america they will always stand.
They tell there family not to cry.
But they think will i die.
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Why do drugs make you feel so weird.
You try to hide the shame but you cant beacuse on your face the drugs are smeard.
As you are sitting in your room you begin to think.
Inside your body your heart starts to sink.
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Put this gun to my head
Pull the trigger then im dead
Waken up from this dream
Fighting this pain listen to me scream.
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Look at her through her bloodshot eyes.
Not because she is high but because she crys.
Her heart is broke and laying on the floor.
Her head says no but her heart crys for more.
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I think of you every day.
I love you thats all i can say.
Without you my hearts incomplete.
With out you my heart would'nt beat.
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