A Mourning Heart Poem by Didith Marcelo

A mournful heart

Feels regret untame by night, a tear of moment speaks to my heart. A heart made whole seems split apart, it hurts more than the flesh of my finger that cut by a knife. Sitting on the floor and folds my knees the thing I can only hug that night at so tight. I tried to comfort myself and fight as loneliness caught me and pains collide. A bursting voice from cries but I forced tried to keep my mouth shut. A tick of the clock is my companion that night, always tells me 'enough, everything will come to passed.' My head is heavy, thick, but fragile, memories rolling like a thousand times. My nose is stuffy and my eyes got blur, tears that overwhelmed me as being the mouthpiece of a broken heart.

A little chance that lands above my head, delivered by air to give hope at a time. Prayer came and push me to kneel, a word comes out from a mouth of a soul. As the words uttered, the river tears never recede, it's like an ocean that works in motion that moves to and fro, the more I move it forward the more it comes back and places the hardest feelings that give burden and impact to shout.

I said; oh you foully night! Bully me not! , my God is big and better than my problem was! Oh, fair moon sends my message to all, my wholeness heart is missing I need to find, help me to tell the world it's not yet my time, breathing is still working! Working for a purpose! Oh, stars take away my sorrows, capture it and let it be your prisoners. Oh, constellation be a guide as God made you wonders by night! But intelligence woke me up, Says; 'waste no time, sleep, get rest! God is still, forever God is still. Rejoice God is still, forever God is still, Rejoice and behold God is still! Tomorrow when you wake up God is still! Your sorrow may end, your life may pass away but your God will always be still!

FOREVER GOD IS ALWAYS STILL GOD.