Medusa Waves

A steady Beat
Does not repeat
His wisdom shines
throught the grapevines
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May my existence[my entity] trespass your thighs?
Trespass into your being, such an untouchable force from the outside world- honor me with your inviting thighs.
Allow the touch of my energy and feel the force of the world's gravity upon my fingertips on such tender premises.
Your softness invites my shaking hands.
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Slow down, I'm having dizzy spells and keep passing out
I'm spinning out from my reel, and I'm sprung out into
An empty sea
Where were you before it became you and me?
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Sufres en mí?
Otros no me conocen
La lluvia es linda
En el cielo oscuro
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I keep meeting people and lovers who want to
Make some fantasy of me,
Some ethereal lover from pink clouds and sea foam.
They create me into this spectacular person,
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Are you sleeping my love, deepening sighs fill your lungs
Are you sleeping my child, angels play the night's sad songs
Are you sleeping my love, a sleep deeper than quiet death…
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Somedays I know the world,
Others I stand alone
Somedays I feel at home
Ohers my heart is stone
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pretty little dolls
sitting in teapots
driking special tea
playing with their key
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Im not ever here, I don't exist unless I exist in someone else
Im a reflection of everyone ive encountered, I eat their words like air
I am never present, I dissolve in their commands, I do as I'm told.
They like it that way, be a good obedient dog, stay they say. And I do.
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Little flower, little flower
Fragile, delicate rose
Little flower, stands so tall
Do you not ever fear to fall?
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Im sorry im not straight
im sorry im not curvy
im sorry I have an anger problem
im sorry I curse
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Theres a Hyde inside of me, in surface, Dr Jekyll
For if there was but one of I-then life would be too simple
At times, the Hyde inside of me, torments me to insanity
Appears before me, the sin of Hyde, in forboding vanity
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Heavy and deep as the clocks do their ticks
Slowly-by, the dreamchathers tricks-
I fell into a deep-haunted sleep
your heart was the one i tried to keep
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Her body looked a more radiant way against the moon lit sky
The stars, the backdrop, to her most soft curving thighs
Her eyes, closed tenderly, made her face soften in peaceful deliverance
Giving her self to the arms of forever. Her smile taken forever from her face.
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come into my world
let ur mind undo
let ur body swirl
thoughts of color blue
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I always am the one too much ahead, too much in the deep end
Don’t try to break the silence, I want the noise in my head to bend
- break me in two, separate the heart and mind
All the words running from the mouth, might as well be blind
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Talking loudly over me/ I hesitate- I murmur like an old drip
I like this too much, I love this too much-the pain-such a joy ridden trip
All ask what is wrong (I don’t know) what is wrong (wrong) . All is wrong with me
Don’t get too close, I [bite]- feed off red blood and I smell of monoxide
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Chocolate
Overflow
Opens up
Kinky
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I cannot imagine the world without you by my side,
Leaving, youre gone, leaves something heavy deep inside-
Everything goes black, and nothing makes sense-
Or cares to make sense, when you’re gone
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Sleepiness
Unfolds-
Nursing
Stars
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