jason medina

I suffer from the lies of the Demons eyes.
I am bound by unbreakable ties
made by staring into the Demons eyes.
The clear blue skies turn to black as I watch the sun die
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I look up at the moon again
It has been my one true friend.
My only way out of the dark
My one chance at a brand new start.
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I know what may happen
it has happend before.
I just dont know if I can take anymore.
When you say you are a friend
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I float alone through night
the only time in which I fly.
Along the lonely road and no one knows.
During the day I am afraid to let go
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I turn the lights out for tonight.
Another day spent waisting time,
waiting for her to give me a sign.
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Please take from my life
the things that have been given to my eyes.
The sight is burned inside my mind
and they haunt me late at night.
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Despite what you may think
they are two completely different things.

You see the night is a moment
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That friend that you have always been
I need you to always be.

Now that I have known that type of vulnerability
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As I find my way into the dark.
The shadows find their way into my heart.
A free fall into nothing
then something sparks my mind.
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Im still standing, but my knees are shaking

Im still strong, but my body is aching
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No one knows that sometimes I
sit alone at night and cry.
Cause I can no longer pretend that I will be ok again.
Im tired of living this way patiently waiting for the day
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I thought I had rid myself of all this pain, of all this guilt.
I had sewn all of my sins together like an old fashion quilt.
I threw them into the fire
and watched them burn slowly.
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Stop and think
Think about what we could be.
You and me
lost in a dream
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I sit in all my gloom in my lonely room.
The truth has been nothing but lies
but the lies have told nothing but the truth.
I am proud of who I am
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I want to hold her close. I want to hold her tight.
I want to be the one who walks her home at night.
I want to give her my jacket to wear when shes cold
and I want telling her shes beautiful to never get too old.
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You have come yet again my old friend
to throw me back into a dark descent.
A fall that seems to never end
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A kind heart, a sweet smile
comes along only once in a while

But when it does it is surely cherished
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The purpose of life.
The truth that everyone tries to find
The answer to the question that everyone has cried
'Why? Why is this my life? '
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My name is dark. My name is night
My name is all things not seen in the light.
My name is a lonley word
My name is the voice that cant be heard
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How could he have done something so stupid, so foolish?
What i wonder could have possesed him to do this?
I guess its safe to say he didnt really think about it.
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