Claire Abbott

Don't facebook me and tell me you are sorry,
your emails and texts tell a different story.

Don't poke me and expect me to poke you back,
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You shout,
You scream,
You punch,
You kick,
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Grief
One word.
Used to describe so many emotions.
Hollowness, pain, anger, guilt,
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To love is to care,
To always be there.
To love is to want,
But to give and take.
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Butterflies in my tummy,
you make my legs go funny,
you fill me with desire,
you set my heart on fire.
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Is Britain really that great?
Endlessly sowing the seeds of hate,
Growing its people to thrive on the state.
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I can't sleep,
my mind is tired and weary,
but my brain doesn't hear me.
It won't switch off.
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Anger swells like a tide of fury through my veins,
my head swims in the sea of rage.
Fighting to stay afloat and in control,
as the pain rips through me.
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When life gets too much,
Come to me.
When you feel you can't go on,
Come to me.
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Hey! Hey!
I'm here talk to me.

Hey!
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My hand slips into yours,
I gaze up at your face and smile.
See the magic in your eyes.
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How can you understand?
How will you ever know?
You will never be the same as me,
You will never feel the same as me,
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You are confusing me, as to what you want.
I'm not a toy, I have feelings, I have wants and needs to.
I really like you but I don't want to scare you away,
Cos you are giving me mixed signals and I don't know how you feel.
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Wizard man, share the love,
share your magic with me.
Wizard man, make me smile,
let our love be.
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Snoring next to me,
My head is hurting,
I'm so tired.
Shut up! ! !
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Treachery, a so called friend.
So much to contend with,
Without you causing this.
The blackness of your heart shows through.
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Heart pounding,
Blood pumping through my veins,
Breathless, I run.
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In the dark of the night,
I sit contemplating,
And waiting,
For the right person to come.
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Words are words are words,
They have a meaning,
They say something,
They love, they hurt, they do whatever you want.
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Thumping, my head hurts,
My world is spinning around,
I'm lost in this crazy awful place,
I can't find my way out.
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